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"Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass.
And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim.
The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon.
We can only lie to ourselves for so long.
We are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn't change the truth.
Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world.
Head on, guns blazing.
De Nile. It's not just a river in Egypt, it's a freakin' ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?"
Grey's Anatomy
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1breath in - for luck
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Sunday, February 11th, 2007
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so 18 years and
i finally have a valentine :)
oh hes starting to grow on me, a lot.
nothing beats not knowing whats going to happen next.
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for luck
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Saturday, January 13th, 2007
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dear life/boys,
please let me know when im good enough just the way i am.
love,
me
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2breath in - for luck
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Monday, November 6th, 2006
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so today i told my spanish teacher that i'm not going to continue my spanish career after his class.
(even though im getting an 89%)
he told me i need to because i live in tucson.
and i thought
OH SHIT BITCH i dont live in tucson i just go to school here.
two weekends and counting till thanksgiving :)
i miss good ol peoria.
and remember the good ol days when we used to make posts for peoples birthday.
well im one day late but:
happy birthday melanie. dont know what i would do without you. you are my most favorite thing.. ever!
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2breath in - for luck
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Wednesday, October 18th, 2006
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zach and i made a bet:
no myspace or facebook for one week.
how lame that this is going to be hard.
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2breath in - for luck
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Tuesday, September 12th, 2006
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im overwhelmed.
school is hard... really hard.
i dont know if i can do it.
i dont want to fail.. i try really hard.
i miss my mom and dad. and brother. and mel too.
i dont get to see everyone as much as i wanted to.
there is someone at home who probably doesnt miss me,
but i miss him a lot.
i miss my boys (brett, larry, burkland, matt, jon michael ect..)
i suck at english and spanish and writing papers.
no cute boys out here yet.
cure for all this:
jacks mannequin.
the end.
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2breath in - for luck
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Friday, August 11th, 2006
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so ive made it... 18 years.
no criminal record
no broken bones
never been in love
broken heart = story of my life.
i dont know what my natural hair color is... and i havent known for years.
i loovvee music.
the only person i really ever trusted is mel +family. always has been... always will be.
where does the time go.
three months and ill be starting a new life.
im growing up too fast.
time needs to slowww.
i want to go sky diving. i just remembered
this is just rambling.
18 years old... weird.
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4breath in - for luck
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Thursday, April 27th, 2006
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i seriously set myself up for heart break.
im an idiot.
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for luck
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Sunday, January 8th, 2006
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i REALLY don't want to go back to school tomorrow.
and i REALLY don't want it to be my last semester.
hmmm.
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3breath in - for luck
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Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
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i havent had any bread (of any kind) and any sugar in 2006.
the only thing that keeps me going is sugar free jello.
im gonna be skinny in noo time!!
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4breath in - for luck
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Sunday, November 13th, 2005
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so i guess ill cut my losses
cause i lost a lot
i guess ill quit complaining
and ill start walking it off
because there is no point in living
in a past with that unhappiness
stuff is going to change....
dont be mad if i dont call anymore.
PEACE!
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for luck
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Saturday, November 12th, 2005
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boys like you are overrated,
so save your breathe.
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for luck
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Saturday, November 5th, 2005
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HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MELSTER.
I WISH I COULD BE THERE WITH YOU :)
HAVE FUN, BE SAFE, AND DON'T DO ANYTHING I WOULDNT.
I LOOOOVVVEEEE YYYYOOOUUUU.
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2breath in - for luck
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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
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Friday, October 7th, 2005
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i hate my life.
my car has a big dent in it because these kids got into a fight at school and they slammed into my car.
not to mention there was blood ALLL over it.
so im pissed and i was going to call sarah to see who fought because i will fight them.
and my cell phone and ipod were stolen from my purse.
i want to shoot myself.
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5breath in - for luck
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Monday, September 26th, 2005
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Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
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so i get home from school to find out some good news.
my mom says " i just got a call from the glendale police" annddd...
they have found the car that the purse snatched got into!!
and it wasnt stolen so they should be able to determine who drives it ect..
but i guess the driver of the car doesnt match the description of the guy who stole my purse.
and the police officer said that if the driver does not cooperate he is going to take his car!!!!
so im really hoping they will have them nailed by the end of this week.
im 110% ready to go to court and prosecute these guys.
:)
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4breath in - for luck
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Monday, September 12th, 2005
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Sunday, August 21st, 2005
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1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3) I'll pick a flavor/color of jello to wrestle with you in. (Maybe.)
4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5) I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8) If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written!
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